Chapter 133
Hope didn’t know why she was hurting. She thought she had completely forgotten. It seemed like cold water was poured on her at that time when Yuan finally let go of her. Her ego and tenacity were measured the moment Yuan turned his back on her. That was what she wanted but it was very painful to watch the gradual departure of the man she loved so much.
At the same time Yuan found out the most painful song written by Hershey that is now being played and sung by the Dark Deimos Society.
Song Title:
“What, Why, How, When”
Introduction:
What are you doing?
Why are you leaving?
Why do you always say sorry?
How about my feelings?
How about me?
When you’re gone
When you left me behind
When I found out
that I’m not in your arms
When I found no trace of you around
When I felt so sad and all I can do is to cry
Danielle Raphael Salvatore sings so people can’t help but cry in excitement even though the lyrics are so painful. Hope felt the pain of her rash decision.
Chorus:
Are you ready to face the future?
without me?
without my hug?
without my kiss?
without my comfort?
are you going to be happy when the only
The person that makes you happy is already there
the one you lost
Fresh tears fell from Hope’s beautiful eyes and seemed to squeeze her heart. That’s tight. He was also upset due to extreme upset.
bridges:
Do you think that having all you want,
all you need, all the money and friends
will save you from a
broken heart?
When you found no one
to replace me in your heart
will you survive in your
Everyday life?
Without the reason
why you still breathe in and out for life?
baby, do you know the consequences of letting go?
do you know
Do you know how to face the reality without the one who makes you alive in this world that is full of lies and darkness.
Only now did Hope realize Yuan’s importance. That’s why it’s too late, he’s completely turned away and it’s vague to tease him. Hope fell to her knees on the cold floor as her chest heaved.
Some memories came back.
“Julia’s birthday is coming soon. Let’s go..” I smiled..
“Of course.. It’s sure to sulk if we don’t go, right?” I said with a snort. He kissed my forehead again.
“You tend to snort. You’re like a duck.” He laughs mockingly. I dreamed. “Fuck y—…” Before I could curse, he kissed my lips. A sweet passionate kiss..
He put his hand on my waist and pulled me closer to him. Unconsciously, I grabbed his neck while responding to the kiss he was giving…
He didn’t quite think that the memories that were disappearing from his mind were his.
Next Scenario..
“It’s like we’re in Chinese history. Mygad! 21st Century, crazy. It’s like we’re in a Chinese Drama, Yuan! It’s crazy.” I said in amazement. He snorted and hugged me.
“What if I marry you here? Will you agree?” he whispered. I don’t know but shit! I feel giddy! Mygad!
“Why not? I love you and you love me. That’s enough for me to agree.” I mouthed matter of factly.
After all, we are both independent.
Hope grabbed her head and pulled her hair. It was so painful that it felt like a hammer. Hope writhed in pain as she burst into tears.
“AGHHHH!” hse screamed at the amount of memories entering her mind. And in those memories she remembered Yuan. It’s been a long time since she saw what was going to happen.
Until she loses consciousness.
Hope went to a very dark place. There are so many black flowers there. Shee suddenly became very nervous with fear. Her body was shaking and she could not walk.
“W-Where am I?” she said in a shaky voice. No one’s answering. So she chose to walk. Until Hope reaches a river. There was a woman there, she was sitting on a big rock while crying. Her brown hair is so beautifully wavy. She is also very white and looks like a Goddess in beauty.
“Hello?” Hope foreword. The woman stopped crying. Then she looked back. Hope was stunned and seemed to remember the familiarity of her beautiful face.
“H-Hope..” she called her name.
Hope was nervous there. She never thought that the girl he would meet was Hershey.
“W-Why are you showing to me?” Hope asked Hershey nervously.
“It’s time for you to wake up.” she said in a cold voice. Hope was horrified by what she heard.
“Wake up?” she asked confused.
Then a flood of memories of Hershey and Yuan appeared. Hope felt excitement, joy, sadness and thrill in her viewers.
“Yes, you need someone to wake up. Hope, You and I are one.” Hershey’s voice replied sweetly. No smile can stop her beautiful lips.
“What do you mean?” Hope asked here. She couldn’t believe what she heard.
“You and I are one. Yuan’s wish that I live again in your person has been fulfilled.” Hershey explained then extended her hand. Hope accepted that and followed it.
“How can you tell?” Hope was still not convinced by what she was hearing.
“Ever since the real Hope had an accident, she completely died and ascended to the top. I was sent here to earth to fill Hope’s body. As a reward for Yuan’s pure love for me. That same day the beginning of my memory was erased. And now is the right time for everything to return to the way it was before.” Hershey’s long litany in front of me.
“Is what you say true?” I can’t believe it. She nodded and smiled.
“You don’t need to be hurt anymore and jealous of yourself. Because you and I are one.. It’s time to be happy, Hope.. Forget the thing that makes you feel sick. You shouldn’t be angry with Because he loved you as Hope and he loved me as Hershey. Let’s all be happy and live in peace that he should know.” Hershey’s long explanation and reminder. I felt my heart beating fast and my tears falling incessantly. I never thought that he and I were one. I shouldn’t have fought with Yuan if I had known earlier.
“Everything has its right time. And at the right time, the wrong can be corrected and the possible can be fulfilled rather than not.” she then pushed me into the water.Original from NôvelDrama.Org.
I woke up to a blinding light. Luhan’s hug and Luigi’s worried face greeted me. I sighed.. I dried the tears in my eyes.